Wednesday, December 17, 2008

attitude.

if you know me, you know by now that i am a most loving caring person, you might ever meet in life but when it comes down to it, i am a devil at heart. OMG. not really but ugh, fuck all these beating around the brush shit.

i really, honestly, all jokes aside, dislike one of my family members. for the type of person i am, or thought i was, is totally different. ugh, you know what, the only thing i dislike about this person, is their attitude! everything else is fine to me. shit, its just the attitude. we all know the attitude, its the one... that they

  • always know everything
  • never need help from anybody
  • never wants to listen
  • hard headed
the all around type of asshole, you can possibly, ever met.
now, dont get me wrong, i think i love my family and everything but shit, people and there attitudes are fucking rude ass hell. always thinking they are right, you know what, i do wish somethings they wake up and im not there. what will happen and who it will effect them in there life... its funny, idk i love them but damn they get on my last damn nerve.

see my mom knew this would happen, and i have to admit she is right. and this has been happening for years, so i know how to deal with it. im done trying to make them understand what they are doign and how they are acting is going to end them up nowhere happy, but alone and stupid. but hey, thats cool with me. they can live there life and damn for sure i can live my life.

i really do not take things for granted but damn, if i could. i still wouldnt. but yeah. so, like i have been decided, i always have to leave the situation alone and never approach it again. because talking to someone like that, get you nowhere because they dont listen.

a little advice, open your mind once and while. open your ears and listen to what people have to say, you just might learn something. ugh, writing about this, is still not helping me...

you wanna cry with me?
cause you know, you been so mad, all you could do is cry, so

im gonna try!


FUCK THIS SHIT.